Saturday, November 21, 2009

seriously..

I am a very blessed girl. I have loving parents. I can get whatever I desire without really working for it.

I remembered, when I was in Primary School I actually have 5 baby-G watches, which was quite a big deal because they aren't cheap (primary sch standard). I have also have tonnes of toys since young.

I dun have to worry about bills or any money issues even though I have stop working since May. In fact, I am still contributing in boosting the economic.

My ex-bf said I am a bum, and my life has been too blessed, haven been through much. But seriously is it a sin?

Is it a sin to have loving parents? Is it a sin to be blessed? Maybe it is. Maybe if I've been thru more hardships, he wouldn have left. haha another self-deceiving statement.

I wish I am more sensible, matured and understanding.

The rejections I get this days (this yr) are exceeding what I had gotten thruout my 23 yrs of age.

I hope acception is on its way to me.

I want to smile like I used to.