Sat's night was perfectly fine and fun until the lychee martini came along... it was disaster thereafter! shall not mention anything that happen after tt. But the instead of just ting came to my place, bothe ce and leng joined us!
we had a drink, ce had 2! and headed to butter..
yay that was the fun part. but seriously I have no idea why am i feeling more lost than ever since that day.
Maybe I have rested well enough, maybe i lost my aim in life, maybe I dun have that special someone to share things with anymore, maybe its all of the above...
I tried sending my resume out but there's no response afterwhich. I hope the lastest one I send has a reply.
I am beginning to feel that all that I'm feeling is because I'm bored. I dun think I still need him in my life but why do I feel such a great desire for him to be back?
Yday something happen yet again, and I kinda woke up my ideas (yet again). Hahaha who knows how long will this last? Seriously I'm freaking sick and tired of myself. I think I'll detest myself if I'm him. Period.
