today was (and is still) tough..
Jojo asked me am I acting to be strong or am I just sad when I said those things? Frankly speaking I have no idea.
Things are getting better each day. It doesn't hurt that much anymore. But whenever I passed by places that we been thru it hurts hell alot! I took mrt today and we passed by AMK. Then I remember 10years ago I threw your sweater down to the middle MRT's track. As usual I apologise after doing stupid things. Do you still miss the silly me?
Then we had dinner with aunties and uncles today ('cause its 3rd uncle's bday!), after dinner I had the urge to be outside! Its afterall Saturday. Then I recalled in the past after dinner with my parents, I'll always say I dun wanna go home. And you will always bring me out. I totally miss you.
Everything is no longer the same.. You and me, we are not us anymore. We are just Kin meng and Jasmine...
