Seriously I dunno whether I am still in denial. I do admit the fact that he is gone, do know that he loathe the sight of me, no longer have any feelings towards me. But why do I still yearn for him.
I still have the feeling that I need him badly. I wanted to do silly things of calling his friends askin them about him. I dunno WTF should I do.
Everything is easier said than done. Every single thing now. All advices seems pointless.
I wish everyday for one thing. That he still love me...
