dearest pris bbm-ed me yesterday after seeing my previous post.
I was, however, taking a nap at that moment, nevertheless I could still feel her concern.
But.. I'm okie, really.
Seriously I dunno if I'm really okie as I feel or if I have become accustomed to such feelings already.
I feel upset over us not together, but on the other hand the rational me will comfort myself by saying, so what if I weep and self-pity? He is no going to come back, period.
So I'm really fine, at least for now.
I think that as long as we lead our own life I will be okie.
But as I mentioned he will always be an important person in my life. And I'll continue to love him unconditionally. ^^