For years weekends dun really affect me, simply because I dun really need to wait for a weekend before I get my offdays/rest.
Its been like that for years, but nonetheless I still get pretty excited if I have weekends in Singapore during my flying-days. Simply because that's when my ex-bf is free. I had been controlled emotionally by him unknowingly, not that its a bad thing but I feel that I could have been more independent.
Now that I'm living a life so carefree, all the more I dun need to care if its weekends or not. I'm practically resting everyday! Moreover the people I meet, usually crew, are "free-er" on weekdays! My besties, CTL, dun really meetup that often because weekends are spent with bfs. My cousins dun usually have a full gathering, busy ppl la. So weekends are really quite meaningless.
(Can't believe I spent 3 paragraph describing how weekends are to me. -.-)
And this long weekend feels long. Because I had been going down to my parent's shop to help up on Friday and today. 9am-9.30pm (Fri), I spent Sat at home with Teddy, Piano-ing and more Teddy, 9am-6pm (Sun) and Suntec City-ing with Family. It really feels long doesn't it? And its not even Monday yet.
Anticipating tmr though, so my long weekend isn't that dull afterall, I'll be waking up early still. Making breakfast for my family, then Jojo and Shi will be coming over to my place. Yeah!
I am really dull. -.-
I hope my life can be more colorful.
But I really appreciate my parents for being so self-less for all my 24 years of age. What I have been through this few months is really peanuts compared to what they have go thru for me. I love u Mommy, I love u Daddy! =D
On a sidenote: Today's Ange's solemnisation. So happy for her. Felt emo (abit la) too (not for ange of course). Really doubting love now, I really think everything's a gamble. Nothing we plan will ever come true, its just "plans".
I want to stop dreaming of you. Please let it stop. (I have been dreaming of him for quite a few days already, the scary thing its consecutive. sigh)
